Exhausting Weekend

Dear all,

Hell yes, I have been missing for a long time. A very long time but I am back but dont know until when. I am busy. Yes , busy and lazy. I feel like a snake. Back to the title, I had the most exhausting ones, suppose to have a relaxing one. I had the unforgetable time. Why??. I have been through hell. The road in malaysia is dangerous and unplanned. Why ? The road is seriously dangerous. The fog is so thicker, I hardly see anything infront. This is the time I wish I had x-ray eyes. There are so many sharp corner that you wish you had rally car to drive. I feel tensed up along the trip to the Mersing jetty. Stupid people, if you want to promote local tourism, please build or pave a better road. Make sure the tourist arrive there, safe and sound. Not partial shock and extremely exhausted.

Malaysia, thanks to your incapable to build a proper roads and landmarks, you suck at it, You managed to kill a lot more people by providing your people with a sloopy road. Do you know what you top-up the anger? Your lousy management on people where people in Tioman charging tourist like slaugther cows, providing food like we are in third world country, starving to death.

Anyway, I got a present from Tioman, “Sun-burn”. I starting to feel that I am vampire because the sun always causes me to have sun burn. That’s all for now.

P.S: I got a book on word Rythming. See that I can rhyme or not. LOL

Have you feel that you are not at home when you are at home.

Hello guys, my little project of mine has been delay for short period due to busy schedule. Anyways, have you guys feel that the place that you are staying, make you feel more like a hotel, a temporary place where you are required to leave. As I am getting old, I feel the house seems to be an empty shell, a place where no love is sharing, no happy moments is avail. I feel everything is in chaos. Like it mark as a part of my life. Chaos continues to control my daily life. I feel there is no balance. It always makes me feel like cursing, swearing, and actions to release tension. Yes, I feel so sick of it. Just like people pushing me to the edge of the ridge. Recently, I saw one of my friend’s blog about her change story. I feel the sudden surge for a change. I need a change. I feel the need of change. People needs change to progress. Then I received a email from japanese company regarding my resume. Feel pump up. I decide to write in. Anyways, I caught in an argument with my mother that makes me feel that I need to leave my “home”. A home, once I called “home sweet home” which no longer exist anymore. Sick, right ? To think that those TVBs drama series, where all the actors always engulfs into chaos within the home environment. In reality, it happens. THE IRONY. Now, I am left with serious headache.

P/S: I still love them, but dont know how long….. (sigh)…..

Hey Sorry MIA.

Hey everyone, sorry for MIA for a painfully long time due to working late and lazy plus exhausted. My project is near completion. Yes, at least I am done with this project after the delay after delay. Another thing I would like to  announce  something very important. So stay tuned. Another new step of life. Another new chapter

Recent Events

Hi, every one. Yes, it is me, the lazy fellow who lazy to blog. I love my blog and write but recently I feel like drawing. More like painting. Don’t know why. Maybe I am bored but lazy to blog. Anyways, I went to Singapore. Visited the famous place known as Geylang or should I called it “Red District Area”. The only place that you feel unsafe in Singapore will be there. I saw many young or old man being pull by these woman wearing very little clothing.

Everyone seems to be working in Singapore. You know the peer pressure. I will update my blog later as I am off to another hectic day of deployment and user orientation for users that never really wanted to listen to the boring presentation or event worse, ignore.

Few weeks ago, I read an interesting article.

As title above, this article at The Star, Page 34 Focus on Sunday 20 January 2008. Title is Too sweet for our liking. What is it about? It is about research on worklife. This article says that there are four types of working people. “One room capacity”, “Overextended private life”,”prison break” and “respect me” type.

The “One room capacity” means employee that work within scope and never work to the extent of hardwork.

The “Overextended private life” means employee always care on its own private business then work.

The “respect me” means employee is overconfident and take work lightly.

The “prison break” means employee unable to cope with the work and quits.

Which type are you?

I think I am the “one room capacity”. I love work. But I hate working without a good pay. I always thinks that more work = more $$$ but in the real world always thinks that more work = Free of Charge or It is cover within your expanding job scope.

Please comment about it. Feedback is welcome. Good or Bad.

A New Year, A New Leaf

Hi Everyone, How is everyone’s new year celebration? Where? Good ? This is the most common questions that everyone been asking me. Well, I spent my new year celebration in a cinema and caught with a flu. So unlikely. Well, it happens. I spent my precious time with my future wife to be watching the movie titled “Golden Compass“. It is not a new release. In 2007, I am pretty occupied with work, work, work. IT world, work never ends (not even rest). I miss my free time. My qualities times with Canna. Year of 2007 is purely work. I hope for 2008, we will have some time to enjoy like a holiday. I bet you love it, Canna, Right ?

For 2008, I wish for better times than 2007, with you.

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Anyway, I hope that my proposal to you is romantic for you. Hope like it.

Let’s turn the Leaf together and start it together. Hands in Hands. Hearts side by side. We walk together. Ups and Downs.

Battlefield

Hi, I am pretty busy these day due to my company having a lot of project coming in and handling one of it. It is like a battlefield everyday. I might busy for few months. I miss you, My future wife.

Blogged with Flock

Very moment to share with love one but she is not with me.

Title tells it all. I got things to tell her, but I knows that when she is back, I will forget all about it. If you see this, Canna. It is for you.

I am happy that I able to step into HP organization deeper. Many things to learn and explore. Excited to tell you but you are not here. Don’t worry, I am not angry. This blog is for you to read.

I have waiting for chances like that. Finally, it comes. I am happy, excited. But not as happy as you are with me. I wanted to go sleep now. I have a meeting early in the morning.

Busy, Internally Wounded and Unhappy

Recently, I am occupied with all kind of stuff. I feel restless. Why? I am working outstation, in and out with a short notice. Working ? ? I realized that I can’t make money for better living, It is a “Dog eat dog world”. I can’t even save money, can’t go to other country for holiday, can’t save money for sudden events. In this situation, I feel helpless. Even going to go holiday also very hard, Singapore – too expensive, Thailand – very dangerous, unrest there, Indonesia – Earthquake, Hong Kong – very very expensive. Cost of living is higher comparing to 90s, driven by our appetite of Crude Oil aka “Black Gold”. Working in Malaysia is full of abusive, under pay and exploitation. There is no proper union for private worker to help the worker, blue collar and white collar to help them get proper and deserve return. Sadly, there is nothing like that, I wish to be working in other part of world. Earning a better living.

Canon Expo

Anyone going, I wanted to go but it is on the weekdays. Why!!!! WHY?? Must it be weekdays when I am working

For more information on it : click here!!!